MOVING ON

I’ll start weaving my future again
Now without you, now without pain
I will leave it all behind in the past
Yes, it wasn’t easy, and it wasn’t fast.

The world outside is waiting for me
I’m coming back for the world to see
That though I’m weak, I can survive
That I can’t be defeated, not without a fight

I’ve wasted much time hiding in the dark
Contemplating and mending a broken heart
How I regret that I closed my door
Such a pity that I didn’t think any more

But God is good and so his creations
Now I can run, free from isolation
Happiness is just within my reach
If I know how to play like a bitch.

MOVING ON

I’ll start weaving my future again
Now without you, now without pain
I will leave it all behind in the past
Yes, it wasn’t easy, and it wasn’t fast.

The world outside is waiting for me
I’m coming back for the world to see
That though I’m weak, I can survive
That I can’t be defeated, not without a fight

I’ve wasted much time hiding in the dark
Contemplating and mending a broken heart
How I regret that I closed my door
Such a pity that I didn’t think any more

But God is good and so his creations
Now I can run, free from isolation
Happiness is just within my reach
If I know how to play like a bitch.

I SAW YOU IN MY DREAM LAST NIGHT

I saw you in my dream last night
You stood there with her by your side
She wore pink and you in blue
The love in your eyes, yes it shows

You held her hand and kissed her cheek
Oh God, how much more can I take?
I watched you with my hands trembling
I didn’t notice that my tears are falling

Don’t look at me with those brown eyes
I don’t need you pity me or sympathize
I had my time and hers is today
So it’s better if I will just walk away

I saw you in my dream last night
And in my dream you shall stay behind
I’ll stop dreaming of what if and if only
I’ll start searching what’s in store for me

WHISPER

You may not hear me in the crowd
Coz the world is so loud
You may not feel my presence
Coz physique is my absence
But I am with you
And I see you through
I feel your pain
Even if you cry in the rain
I feel your smile
And I smile by your side
Look inside your heart
And that will be a start
Listen to what I have to say
I speak the words of your heart
Your love, your joy and your fear
I am your whisper

WE ARE HERE

Those days of hardships and sleepless nights
When all we did was to sit down and sigh
The never ending projects and surprise exams
Did made the chilling December even warm

The joyous laughter after each success
And the anticipation for the day’s recess
So we can take a break and breathe again
To equipped ourselves for another scene

Those days are gone and here we are
Let’s share a toast for we won the war
The battle to finish where others fail
For we did make it so let them wail

Thank you for the memories, buddy
May we see each other again someday
And this day will mark in our life forever
Cheers for all of us! Coz we are all here!

UNDER THE RAIN

The rain starts to fall again
And so are my tears from within
I’m walking with so much burden inside
And I dunno when this storm will subsides

It’s chilling here under the rain
But what really hurt me is the pain
The pain that keeps on coming back
And now I think im losing my track

The rainwater is now killing my bones
I won’t mind, my heart is now a stone
A cold hearted girl, that’s what I should be
So I won’t be hurt by the people around me

Hold me, somebody please hold me
On this heavy rain, don’t push me away
Im soaking wet and my body is tired
From this deep shit, where will I hide?

THE RAIN AND THE BROKEN HEART

The rain never stops for so many days
And it leaves my heart with plain emptiness
Im staring at the raindrops outside my window pane
After all these times, why the pain still remains?

I’ve paid the price for the friendship we’ve lost
But why your memories haunt me like a curse?
Tell me if the tears I cried were not enough
Coz today I’m considering of giving up

Should fate play it hard on me?
When all I did was to wish for eternity
An eternity where I could spend with you
But at the end I lost a love that is true

Even if rain stops from falling outside
This storm inside me will never subside
All my life I will carry this pain
Just like that rain that will fall all over again