MOVING ON

I’ll start weaving my future again
Now without you, now without pain
I will leave it all behind in the past
Yes, it wasn’t easy, and it wasn’t fast.

The world outside is waiting for me
I’m coming back for the world to see
That though I’m weak, I can survive
That I can’t be defeated, not without a fight

I’ve wasted much time hiding in the dark
Contemplating and mending a broken heart
How I regret that I closed my door
Such a pity that I didn’t think any more

But God is good and so his creations
Now I can run, free from isolation
Happiness is just within my reach
If I know how to play like a bitch.

MOVING ON

I’ll start weaving my future again
Now without you, now without pain
I will leave it all behind in the past
Yes, it wasn’t easy, and it wasn’t fast.

The world outside is waiting for me
I’m coming back for the world to see
That though I’m weak, I can survive
That I can’t be defeated, not without a fight

I’ve wasted much time hiding in the dark
Contemplating and mending a broken heart
How I regret that I closed my door
Such a pity that I didn’t think any more

But God is good and so his creations
Now I can run, free from isolation
Happiness is just within my reach
If I know how to play like a bitch.

I SAW YOU IN MY DREAM LAST NIGHT

I saw you in my dream last night
You stood there with her by your side
She wore pink and you in blue
The love in your eyes, yes it shows

You held her hand and kissed her cheek
Oh God, how much more can I take?
I watched you with my hands trembling
I didn’t notice that my tears are falling

Don’t look at me with those brown eyes
I don’t need you pity me or sympathize
I had my time and hers is today
So it’s better if I will just walk away

I saw you in my dream last night
And in my dream you shall stay behind
I’ll stop dreaming of what if and if only
I’ll start searching what’s in store for me

WHISPER

You may not hear me in the crowd
Coz the world is so loud
You may not feel my presence
Coz physique is my absence
But I am with you
And I see you through
I feel your pain
Even if you cry in the rain
I feel your smile
And I smile by your side
Look inside your heart
And that will be a start
Listen to what I have to say
I speak the words of your heart
Your love, your joy and your fear
I am your whisper

WE ARE HERE

Those days of hardships and sleepless nights
When all we did was to sit down and sigh
The never ending projects and surprise exams
Did made the chilling December even warm

The joyous laughter after each success
And the anticipation for the day’s recess
So we can take a break and breathe again
To equipped ourselves for another scene

Those days are gone and here we are
Let’s share a toast for we won the war
The battle to finish where others fail
For we did make it so let them wail

Thank you for the memories, buddy
May we see each other again someday
And this day will mark in our life forever
Cheers for all of us! Coz we are all here!

UNDER THE RAIN

The rain starts to fall again
And so are my tears from within
I’m walking with so much burden inside
And I dunno when this storm will subsides

It’s chilling here under the rain
But what really hurt me is the pain
The pain that keeps on coming back
And now I think im losing my track

The rainwater is now killing my bones
I won’t mind, my heart is now a stone
A cold hearted girl, that’s what I should be
So I won’t be hurt by the people around me

Hold me, somebody please hold me
On this heavy rain, don’t push me away
Im soaking wet and my body is tired
From this deep shit, where will I hide?

THE RAIN AND THE BROKEN HEART

The rain never stops for so many days
And it leaves my heart with plain emptiness
Im staring at the raindrops outside my window pane
After all these times, why the pain still remains?

I’ve paid the price for the friendship we’ve lost
But why your memories haunt me like a curse?
Tell me if the tears I cried were not enough
Coz today I’m considering of giving up

Should fate play it hard on me?
When all I did was to wish for eternity
An eternity where I could spend with you
But at the end I lost a love that is true

Even if rain stops from falling outside
This storm inside me will never subside
All my life I will carry this pain
Just like that rain that will fall all over again

TEARS

You are the evidence of my weakness and imperfection
The only companion when I demand isolation
Washing away the tensions, pains and heartaches
Leaving me weak and easy to break

Time toughens me but the world destroys me
Making me fly one time then push me the next day
Where are you, tears? Where are you now?
Why aren’t you falling even when I bow down?

Share my pain now, show yourself to me
Help me let go these emotions, I am weary
Don’t abandon me now coz I wont even care
This burden is too much; too much that I can’t bear

I keep them all inside me coz I'm afraid to show
But now I see refuge from the pain long overdue
I’m tired of faking so give me a break
If weaklings only cry, then let me be weak

SUNSET

Another set of colors across the sky
Though it seems a little sad this time
It brings a sigh to a lonely fool
A pinch of hope for a wandering soul

Cold wind blows the lonely girl’s hair
Caressing her arms like a lover’s care
No promises, no lies, just words of love
Like the eagle’s eye to his only dove

A stretch of orange a shade of red
Lil bit of yellow, memory of things he said
And as the golden sun prepares to set
Nothing’s left but love they won’t forget

The girl walks away with a smile on her face
Sunset at her back, a picture of embrace
Love completes her, it defines her
Like the sun that shines and sets forever.

HE

God, I think of him today
Everything on him fascinates me
With his words he never fails to make me smile
I can feel him near though we’re apart by mile

I just love everything about him
His wit, his jokes and even his dreams
When I’m with him I can forget the time
Every day goes better just like a wine

Wherever I go, thoughts of him follow me
He shines together with the sun each day
And at night his voice on my ear is like a lullaby
Soothing my weariness till I close my eye

So young and active, so full of emotions
Maybe God, this is the same reason
Why our roads crossed that very day
So friendship that’s true should start solemnly

SOMEONE LIKE YOU

As I watch you sleep on my bed tonight
The more I realize this feeling I shouldn’t fight
Contentment overflows as I lie here by your side
We could stay like this forever all through our lives

Every beat of your heart I hear them all
Can it be true? Is it my name they call?
Tomorrow promises many things for us
A bright future and a love to last

When I have you here by my side
I know no fear coz you’re there to guide
I can be the person that I wanna be
Coz your love makes me feel contented and free

Now I don’t have anything to ask for
This love we have is so much more
I am forever blissed and the world has no clue
What it is to be loved by someone like you

SO MANY

There are so many things I wish to tell u
So many things that I can never do
Coz of this distance between us that makes me blue
Makes me long for a dream that wont come true

There are so many things I wish to do
Play in the rain and take pics of a rainbow
Comb your hair and pinch your cheeks
Your friendship makes me humble and meek

There are so many emotions I want u to feel
A caring hand and concern to let you know I'm real
To be taken care of and how it is to be loved
To have someone dry your tears when u feel sad

So many things and yet I can't do something
Coz all I have here are kept emotions, hidden feelings
Wish someday I cud see myself in your brown eyes
If someday should come, then I’ll never leave your side

SHOW ME YOUR LOVE

Tell me darling that the sky is blue
And birds above us come and go
The clouds are puffy, soft and white
Show me your love, stay by my side

Pick me daisies, lilies and roses
I smell one and each, sweet as your kisses
I fill my lungs, go straight to my heart
Show your love by being what you are

The water is cool and soothes my feet
I remember the day, the first time we met
I see my reflection and the sky above
Since that very day, you showed me your love

Show me love and brighten my world
With you beside me, nothing is old
Everything radiates, everything is good
They all fall to places like the way they should

SHE

She walks to you and then you smile
Looking at her with so much love in your eye
Then you hold her as she submits to a hug
How lucky she is to be called your love

Sharing sweet moments, both of you side by side
She giggles as you whisper the love you can’t define
So attentive, so enthusiast as she tells a story
You seem lost to her, your heart, your entity

You give her garland of sweet smelling flowers
In your mind you envisioned to love her forever
You watch her move and talk so lovingly
It must be a wonder how you think of her each day

She must be in heaven with the world under her feet
To be loved by you who is undoubtedly sweet
And for the rest of my life I’ll look at her with envy
Coz you’re my dream and that girl can’t be me

RAIN AND TEARS

Walk through the woods at night barefooted
With the pain of losing the love and you feel unwanted
Take refuge in the dark, your dreams wont ever happen
Run but never look back, run coz your soul is rotten

Ask the moon why he hides himself in the clouds
Maybe he knows the answer as to where you are bound
The clouds darken, emanating the hidden sorrow
Feeling your anguish for a shattered tomorrow

Cry your heart out; mourn for your lost love
Mind not if the woods may know what you’ve got
Coz they will never know how much you have lost
So let your tears flood, forget that every tear costs

Rain falls on you pitiless if you feel cold
Fear not to run or to slip, stand tall and be bold
Crawl if you can but never stop, face your fears
They wont know the pain so let rain wash your tears.

PROMISE

Take my hand
And tell me what you want
Will I bring the stars upon your feet?
Will I let the angels watch you while you sleep?

Hold my hand very tight
Coz I will never let you out of my sight
I will watch you as you fly up high
And will carry you when u get tired to fly

Look into my eyes
You are looking at a friend till the day i die
The storms may try to destroy our stance
But I will not fail for you not a single chance

Forever is but a dream
But you and I, we are a team
We'll hurdle every trials, conquer every plight
Life is a battle, and together we will fight

Prelude to a Kiss

My cheek against his heart, his arms around my waist
Listening to his heartbeat now i am truly amazed
How his heart and mine can beat in one note and rhythm
Can't think of an answer but i rely to the fact that i love him

Slowly I look up and meet those pretty eyes
The reflection of passion and his heart's desire
Then the world stands still with his thumb on my cheek
Soothing and caressing that makes my limbs weak

I didn't notice the minute my hands reach his neck
As my fingers caress his hairs, I lost the will to think
With our eyes locked, his thumb touches my lips
On his eyes I can tell the longing he keeps

And in split second, we draw ourselves closer
Feeling the magic, we smile to each other
Then he lowers his lips as I meet him halfway
Sharing a sweet kiss...a kiss long meant to be

All in the Past

listen sir, just listen as i say
there is nothing that we can do today
past is past, and tears already went dry
so let all our wounds heal through time

you cry, i cry and we almost die
we let our fate paint our roads in the sky
we both gamble and put our happiness at risk
but trust comes between us in a wisp

heart grew cold and the roses did fade
so was the music that you once made
the star that we used to stare every night
has lost the magic and its shining light

ONE

One look from you and my heart skips a beat
I feel the excitement from my head to feet
Those eyes are burning with a night of promise
A night long of warm hugs and sweet kisses

One touch on my skin and I’m already grasping
I’m lost for words to describe this feeling
You’re the only man who awakes this emotion
My ability to respond with my sensation

One kiss and I know this is just right
It’s wondrous to fee your lips next to mine
And as I close my eyes, I can see it coming
We will about to share a wonderful evening

One night of passion, one night of romance
Just you and me on this primitive dance
The art of loving with one’s body and mind
Both heart’s desires as our souls entwined

MY VIETNAM DOLL

I know, I know it took me so long
It’s been awhile since I write you a poem
Be still my dear, don’t take me wrong
I never forget to include you in my own song

You are the blue rose and I, the butterfly
And you will stand out always in my eye
They praise you with your beauty and bows with your art
But you’ve shown me more when you show me your heart

My Crystal, my sweet Crystal
For me you are my Vietnam Doll
You are a beauty inside and out
And to be your friend, I am really proud.

MY LOVER's DREAM

I smile as I breathe in the smell of your skin
The feeling of contentment and joy I have within
I hear your heartbeat as you lie next to me
Skin against skin, we enjoy this very day

The sky above us and the clouds fluffy and white
They celebrate our union, such a pleasant sight
We see many things, all in cloud’s playful form
But they can’t outdo our joy, the joy of our soul

Around us are flowers, field – filled of them
Is this true my love, or is this a dream?
A butterfly comes close, yellow but small
Flies from one to another, tasting them all

You pull me closer and plant a soft kiss
This, my love, for the world I won’t miss
What we have now is a heaven here on earth
When we have each other, cuddling into sleep

MY LOVER's DREAM

I smile as I breathe in the smell of your skin
The feeling of contentment and joy I have within
I hear your heartbeat as you lie next to me
Skin against skin, we enjoy this very day

The sky above us and the clouds fluffy and white
They celebrate our union, such a pleasant sight
We see many things, all in cloud’s playful form
But they can’t outdo our joy, the joy of our soul

Around us are flowers, field – filled of them
Is this true my love, or is this a dream?
A butterfly comes close, yellow but small
Flies from one to another, tasting them all

You pull me closer and plant a soft kiss
This, my love, for the world I won’t miss
What we have now is a heaven here on earth
When we have each other, cuddling into sleep

My Love Under The Moon

Moon up high with the stars so bright
Having you here feels perfectly right
Head on your shoulder as we hold hands
I’ve found my peace following love’s command

Head on your shoulder as we hold hands
I’ve found my peace by following love’s command
Filling my senses with my lover’s smell
Of summer’s heat and of midnight chill

Look up my love and see that big star
You are that star and forever you are
An inspiration to reach my life long dream
A love so rare that against the world I claim

The night is getting colder my sweet love
Isn’t it time to give a tighter hug?
In the silence of the night, let the love surrounds
Moon and stars be the witness of the love we’ve found.

MY KNIGHT

I don’t wear small tiara on my head
No dozens of gown, all London-made
I’m just and ordinary girl in town
Who feels like a princess when you’re around

You don’t have horse instead you have a bike
No helmet, no armor, no sword and the like
Man of few words but with a heart so sweet
You are my sole knight, a knight in shining jacket

With you around, I feel 10 feet tall
Bad as they are, you can take them all
I believe in your strength, in your judgment and wit
Stubborn as I am, maybe that’s why we fit

I appreciate everything you do for me
I hold my skirt, bow and to you I curtsy
For you are my knight, who is and forever will be
You are dear to me so hear me and please stay

My Husband and Our Girl

As he opens the door, he calls his girl
He is excited that anyone can tell
He worked all day but his eyes spark
Vivid on his face, joy has its mark

He rushes to her room and finds her sleeping
Papers everywhere, sketches and drawings
As ponders each, he smiles, he laughs
Coz few of them are fine while others are rough

When his girl stirs he sits by her side
Plants a kiss on her cheek as her eyes open wide
Looking at them now with me on the door
My joy overflows that I won’t ask for more

She falls back to sleep when he hums a song
They will have a nap and it won’t be that long
With that in mind I close the door behind me
I will wake them up when dinner is ready

LONGING

The moment I open my eyes for today
I think of you and the emotions you have shown to me
How you make me smile when my tears are falling
Those times you listen to my pain when m breaking

My first smile, my first story and my first thought
My motivation to go on though there's battle I fought
Each time a new development comes in my grasp
I must share it with you, that is my foremost task

Sitting here today with my papers and stuffs
Being away from your love is really tough
I cant appreciate the beauty of this very day
My mind is working but my heart flies away

Where are you lover? I miss you so badly
Come here, take me in your arms and kiss me
Brush this longing away from my soul and my heart
Let me forget the emptiness I feel when we're apart

Let's Play in the Rain

Come my friend, let’s play under the rain
Coz the last time I did, cant remember when
The rain is inviting, here take my hand
Get a grip my friend coz together we will run

Our laughter roars together with the rain
It seems like we are back to our memory lane
Gone are the problems, the stress and the tensions
All that is left are undefined emotions

Now my friend, catch me if u can
Once you tag me then prepare to run
Whoever slips we will laugh it out
No time for sadness, so please don’t pout

Once we get tired, we will sit on the grass
We’ll hug each other so on this cold we will last
It’s nice to play with you under the rain
Hold my hand, friend and we will do it again

IN THE EYES OF THE ONE I LOVE

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In the eyes of the one I love
I can see the wonders as it unfold
My heart rejoices feeling so glad
Burning this soul that once was cold

In the eyes of the one I cherish most
Pictures of happiness and lifelong dreams
Here is the man I heartily choose
I can do anything for the love of him

In the eyes of the one I really care
I can see flowers of roses and daffodils
How I wish to stare at them forever
I long for that moment and how it makes me feel

In the eyes of the man I’m dreaming of
Glows the undying promise that he will keep
Of lifetime commitment and endless love
With him I worry nothing coz I know I'm safe

I WANNA BE IN YOUR HEART

i dont wanna be a dream that is hard to reach
something that a silly imagination can stitched
all i want is to be just a heart beat away
someone u can count on whenever you need me

i dont wanna be a falling star
that you keep on waiting from afar
i wanna be a whisper away from you
so that you need not to call whenever you are blue

i dont wanna be a flower at your wall
that never speaks of sweet notes and all
i wanna be your sweet little butterfly
soft to your touch and delightful to your eyes

i wanna be in your heart for always
a heart beat away....a whisper to your ears
i wanna be wherever you are
coz that's where i belong.....i belong in your heart

I NEVER FEAR

I never fear of looking back
And see all my mischief coming in a pack
Coz you accepted me as what I am
Understands me as you hold my hand

I never fear my today
I live my life and I take it easy
When things get rough I know you are there
To share my pain and help me get over

I never fear what might happen in the future
I’m contented with what I have and there’s nothing more
I know to myself that there is nothing to fear
I have you for a friend…a friend so dear.

I LOVE YOU, Mother

When I saw that look upon her face
I gazed around trying to find a place
A place to hide from her glaring eyes
And when she held me, I began to cry

The unending sermon as she cleaned my wound
The wounds I got when I fell knees down
Her words were deafening but she blew the pain
That’s my mother, so caring from within

As years passed, the wounds were gone
She remains to be true, the very same woman
Helps me with the wounds I didn’t get from a fall
But with the wounds of life, all big and small

No more sermons, no penalties to impose
Instead she hugs me each time I feel lost
Sometimes I wonder how she does it all
To be my mother, my friend in one call

Now I look at her with pride in my eyes
Life polished her, years made her wise
She nurtures me, her words enlighten me
I love you Mother, today and everyday

I AM IN LOVE

I feel it running on my finger
The rush of excitement more than ever
And when it’s pounding inside my heart
That’s when I know, I am in love

I see the sky is a lot, lot bluer
I appreciate nature now even better
Everything is good, yes I mean all
Coz when I’m in love, I really fall

I smile like a kid, I giggle like a child
I have wings on my feet, I walk as I glide
Maybe I float, I dance and I fly
I am in love, that now I realize

I think of you and then I blush
I smile and my cheeks are flushed
There’s a song playing on my mind
And as my heart sings, I am in love

GOODBYE

I already prepared my self for this
To wave my hand and to be kissed
To say so long and then farewell
But I'm not prepared how to deal with what I feel

I thought shutting my pc after logging out
Leaving everything, my fears and my doubt
Is as easy as my one, two and three
But I was wrong, and goodbye pains me

The world I created where there's you and me
Those tears and laughter we shared in glee
They will be memories to keep me strong
Coz I know in your heart I belong

My friend, goodbye isn’t always good
Tears falling in a hundred folds
But I won’t ask why it has to be this way
I will follow fate though following it blindly

Smile for me my friend let me take that with me
Let me memorize the smile that's meant for me
When crying is over and my tears run dry
Maybe we'll know why it is a good bye

GOD WROTE A PERFECT SCRIPT

God wrote a perfect script
He gathered the right words that are sweet
And each night I read them before i sleep
That script still lingers with the thoughts i keep

God wrote a perfect script
And even the great poets wont admit
That a love like this can survive test of time
I bet they will never know even if they cry

God wrote a perfect script
When He include you my love in it
And I dont care now how He will end
This story that starts when we became friends

God wrote a perfect script
Me and you....you and me
Everything about us is a true masterpiece
And i will cherish this for our love is a bliss.

BLACK BUTTERFLY

I don’t care what the world will say
If she sees what's happening to me
This is what I feel and no one can say
That what I feel is wrong and how it should be

I don’t care if I'm closing every door
From the world outside coz I’m hurting to the core
The clock ticks away with me staying here
I wont go out till I feel that the coast is clear

I don’t care about anything now
If I look stupid or for others I’m a clown
There is nothing in this world can pacify
The pain in my heart and the tears in my eyes

Don’t scold me now please not a word
Till I find my self, till I have something to hold
Coz right now I’m in the verge of darkness
With nowhere to run, yes I am helpless

BECOMING A WOMAN

It must be the sound of a moving car
It could have been a dog barking from afar
It starts from somewhere, I don’t know exactly
That stops my dream and then awakens me

A silent moan and some little stretch
I smile at love that’s just within my reach
Breaths in rhythm, he is in deep slumber
Being this close, now I can remember

His smell on my skin, so manly, so good
Enough to keep me warm against the cold
Cuddling each other with his arm as my pillow
He pulls me closer as if I’m about to go

The joy of giving in spite we both are taking
A piece of heaven on earth I’ve been dreaming
He taught me how when we love as one
Gone was his girl, I’m becoming a woman.

ONE AT HEART

Moon, moon, I’m looking at you again
Tell him I miss him but never explain
Your beauty is enough to show him how
But moon up high, please hear me now

Call his name softly on my behalf
Make his face glow and that will be enough
I long to see the night dance in his eyes
His silhouette under your light I want to memorize

Tonight, pale moon as I embrace my self
I throw away confusion as fear starts to melt
I trust his love for me and mine for him
When I close my eyes, we unite in a dream

If he is seeing this wonder, I will be glad
Let him look at you so he won’t be sad
A lifetime for us and tonight just starts
Coz forever my love, we are one at heart