HAPPY DAY

I can smell the roses even with my eyes close
And my body cells are alive from head to toes
Sunshine on my shoulders, star upon my eyes
I hear a love song in my mind that never dies

I see rainbow through the darkness of the night
I found contentment and I know I am right
Those who found love they would understand
Out of billions in the world, I found my man

Smile on my lips even when I’m asleep
As days pass by, my emotions go deep
He is my friend, my love, my forever crush
And when he mentions my name, can’t help but blush

When he laughs i can hear the angels sing in heaven
The birds chirping and the river flowing
He makes me feel special on his own little way
And I’m sure with him it’s always a happy day

IF YOU DON'T LOVE ME

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If u don’t love me now I won’t really mind
Coz I know I’ve got all the time
For me to prove that my love is strong
That can protect us from the trials that come along

If you are in doubt I won’t even care
Just promise me that you will always be there
Coz I intend to conquer ur heart
Win it, own it and be its part

If you can’t love me today
Baby its ok so don’t you worry
I know someday you'll learn to love me
And I will be dreaming for that very day

My love will fill up all the empty spaces
Till the day that you find out that it’s I you misses
I will win your heart…….for sure I will
Coz I can lose for others but for you I won’t fail

SO CALLED LOVE

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What had happened so fast just ended too soon
I thought I found somebody I can call my own
I guess we are really not meant to be
For this so called love, there's no you and me

The thought of you brings smile to my lips
Like stars up high with their glamour and glitz
The memory of you, that's all what I got
From what was left, on this so called love

I want you to know how you complete my day
Each time we talk, though you're faraway
You made me feel like one lucky girl
On this so called love, that's how I really feel

Now I don't want anyone calling me sweet
Coz that's what you called me the first time we met
I will for sure keep the memories that we have had
Just like keeping in my heart this so called love

LOVE THAT I FOUND

I write his name on a piece of paper
Then I encircle it with a red marker
I can’t help but smile as I stare on the floor
With him on my mind, I can’t ask for more

I lean my back and stare above
When I think of him I think of love
His stare his eyes his simple smile
I just can’t wait to make him mine

I close my eyes, I see his face
How does it feel when we share a kiss?
Will I feel cold if I'm on his arms?
Never my love I’m away from harm

The thought of seeing him sends shivers to my spine
Can’t wait to hear him laugh, can’t wait to make him smile
And everything shines brightly when he is around
And I know deep in my heart, it is love that I found

LOSING YOUR LOVE

How painful it is what you have done to me
You broke my heart now I'm near to insanity
I regret the mistakes that I have committed
But it was too late, I already lost my beloved

Here I am, alone and blue
I long for those times I hold and kiss you
Tell me, will I just be contented, love of my life
To only see you in my dreams, to dream of you each night?

If only I could bring back our yesterday
To make you feel how much you mean to me
But heavens! Only heaven knows how lonely I am
Coz I'm losing your love and I'll be damn

CRYSTAL

Caring as I have known her
Thru my ups and downs, she’s always there
Crystal, my friend, this one is for u
For lifting up my spirits like u always do

Rest assured that we’re miles apart
But u share a part here in my heart
I can feel d truth and sincerity in ur words
And I know for myself, it’s u I can hold

Yesterday had passed for d two of us
But I’m grateful for today; I come to know u at last
We both fight different series of battles
And now we’re here coz we are not afraid to struggle

So many things wait for us in life
But I’ll be there beside u with all my might
I promise to support u all throughout d way
Just like those times u are there for me

Treasures like u belongs to d top
And I wish and pray that blessings never stops
May u spread love and joy to d people u met
Coz u are one true friend so loving so sweet

As long as d sun continues to set and shine
There’s always a hope, dear friend of mine
That life, I may say, is still wonderful to live
Just learn how to play, learn how to give

Let experiences from d past teach u a lesson
For u to be strong, in order to move on
D world is like a play where each of us takes a role
And I'm happy to play d part of ur friend in a whole

SOLITUDE

What is happening to my life lately?
That’s what I ask as I stare blankly
I’m alone in this room grasping for my pen
Trying to write the emotions I can’t contain

Am I here to the place I wanted to be?
Is this the place where my destiny wants me?
Who will dare to answer all the questions in my mind?
Am I the same person I’m always trying to find?

I give a deep sigh as I lean against the wall
Am I leading the right way or am I starting to fall
Who will caress my back when I wanted to cry?
Why can’t I just fly no matter how I try?

Solitude, am I destined to be in solitude?
When can I find my own place, me golden abode
Who will hold my hand? Who will help carry my cross?
Who will share my pain coz I need it the most?

UNTITLED

How can this be wrong when it feels so right?
When all my heart’s desire is to hold you every night
Why should love plays a game for the two of us
Then we should forget this love, that’s too much to ask

Who am I to ask for someone who is not meant for me?
Why should I feel the love that must be taken away?
Shall I bear this pain till my life is through?
Or will I find a man who will love me like you do

Such fate I have, such love to be lost
When my entire fault is to love you the most
Am I to blame for loving someone so pure?
And carry this pain I don’t know if I can endure

If loving you is a mistake I already commit
I won’t lift a finger for this mistake to correct
I’d rather be in hell and burn my very soul
Than be in heaven without your love after all

NEXT LIFETIME

I will dream of you tonight my dear
I want to see your face so lively so clear
Let me keep in mind your smile till it last
Coz in this lifetime there can never be us

This love I have for you is both joy and pain
You turned my world upside down when you came
My name on your lips I love to hear so sweet
How I pray to heaven that you’re min to keep

The world maybe against me, condemn me for all I care
Punish me for this love till the moment I can’t bear
But I won’t give up to my last breath and then I’ll die
As long as I can see that love in your very eye

Dear, I could only love you in my next lifetime
This love we have is nothing no matter how sublime
Let me sleep till eternity if that’s the only way
For us to be together, for us to be free